Thursday, February 09, 2006
haha tmrs the big day excited yet scared its so unpredictable the L1R4 i mean....... what if it comes out bad??
what if it comes out good??
lol but wadever happens, aft tmr no more speculation
gonna c classmated and old teachers again wander wad they'll say esp B Prem ANAND!! the dm!!!hahahah
tmr 8 am got interview!! but can't sleep 2 scared and excited.... its quite uncontainable.... if i get the jow gonna b working nx mth 4 ten days at some bookshop...... but its gd money $$$$ hehe 10 days 700+ woo hoo i'll b loaded again
2/09/2006 11:26:00 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Monday, February 06, 2006
today... a day filled with twists
i woke up felt like practising mi sax so started on 2 new songs
momo no hanabira- otsuka ai and 青春考卷 - cyndi wang
soooo satisfying ... tmr maybe try "fei ba"
practise until no strength to matain the umbrochur so sounded crappy then stop.
felt hungry so eat cereal and watch anime "ai yori aoshi"
i bought it... 2 boxes thw whole series at half price!!!! Its a romance anime. never thought it would b so good quite addicted haha....
no twists so far right?? ordinary right???? here it comes....
i dunno wad 2 do ler watch 2 discs ler then.... RING!!RING!! mi dad called hes leaving on a flight later and didnt bring some impt stuff so gotta send it to him so go grab it call mi mum meet her and im on mi way 2 airport T2.
then meet him pass it to him then go walk walk arnd the airport with mi daddy and mummy so long nv lidat ler... i dun mean i dun go out with mi mim and dad but rarely if feels so good like im the only child lol.......
then after sending him off go book shop look look and bought chrnicles of narnia then look 4 some cosmetic thing frm fasio(its supposed to make ur face look less oilf when u spray it on) but cannot find so too bad....... then to T1 and walked thru the choc shop bought a bar of hershely( man it sucked!! tasted like protein bars!!!!) then bring mi mum go viewing mall c plane but so little plane so lol go down stairs take bus( didnt know T1 had fairprice and bas terminal lol!!)
then on the way the bus passed tampines mall and so we got off 2 go look at some saxes then find the yamaha store and talked bout the custom sax, mouth pieces and ligature... wondering which one 2 buy!!! ahah but sure goin 4 gold ligature(match the sax) maybe a 5c mouthpiece the custom sax thou its a bit pricey (5k+) (but thats when im better much better) so then go look arnd at teevees and sofa bed.... on one of the teevees i saw jay chou's ye qu mtv u gotta respect him man hes damn talented heard it b4 but now c the words its so sad and nice.......
then go home come home nv but food 4 mi bro cos rush wad.... mum wanna watch show then he got angry scold us!!! (wad the heck???) then dun let mi sit on the couch say cos i brought the arm chair into mi rm got no space..... its redundant man!!! i bring it in theres still so much space!!!enuff 4 four ppl!!! dads gone u can take 2 places just let mi sit down man!!! then he lie on the 3 seater dun care mi... wad the heck man petty guy dun tok bout him ler tok bout tmr
first sax class tmr at plaza sing so excited haha then dunno when can buy mi own sax jist love it........
2/06/2006 11:52:00 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Friday, February 03, 2006
haix after so long still quite dissapointed bout bein rejected 2 b a cell leader though i told stacia its okay but really feel quite unfair that so many ppl in oc get 2 b and i dun!! i really wanna serve the lord lor!!! and wad do they mean not spritually mature!! iznt it the same as not spiritually mature or immature!!! quite offended though stacia said it well and tried 2 lessen the blow and make me fell better and sound better. but isnt the bottom line u dun tnk im gd enuff and dun wan me?? fact will b facts rejected means rejected means dun wan.... nvm lar wait 4 june and c whether can anot.... haix so confused dunno go youth ablaze 4 wad so extra all mi friends all cell leader wif their cell and the others all bball 1 i in the mid of no where..... and then it struck me since were all leaders (except me lor)we gotta pray 4 ppl at alter call then when we nid support and wanna go up 4 altar call wad r we 2 do of course pray 2 cell members wad but then wad abt leaders alter call we 16 only lor and adult sermon dosent apply 2 us and their alter call 2.... wad bout us???
2/03/2006 01:39:00 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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