Friday, February 03, 2006
haix after so long still quite dissapointed bout bein rejected 2 b a cell leader though i told stacia its okay but really feel quite unfair that so many ppl in oc get 2 b and i dun!! i really wanna serve the lord lor!!! and wad do they mean not spritually mature!! iznt it the same as not spiritually mature or immature!!! quite offended though stacia said it well and tried 2 lessen the blow and make me fell better and sound better. but isnt the bottom line u dun tnk im gd enuff and dun wan me?? fact will b facts rejected means rejected means dun wan.... nvm lar wait 4 june and c whether can anot.... haix so confused dunno go youth ablaze 4 wad so extra all mi friends all cell leader wif their cell and the others all bball 1 i in the mid of no where..... and then it struck me since were all leaders (except me lor)we gotta pray 4 ppl at alter call then when we nid support and wanna go up 4 altar call wad r we 2 do of course pray 2 cell members wad but then wad abt leaders alter call we 16 only lor and adult sermon dosent apply 2 us and their alter call 2.... wad bout us???
2/03/2006 01:39:00 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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